I... I come here again after I have no one else to hold on to. How many times have I been like this? I wonder. Since I was in primary school, I've lost the beautiful thoughts in life unconsciously and now, I just don't want to grow up. In three months and a half, I'll become 18. I don't want this. It's hard to keep cool and silent and when I talked, it comes off as rude and impolite. I just... I don't know how to speak properly anymore. Help me....
Anyone out there....
Just... Help me to get through this.
